Greetings internet dwellers!
In June of 2012, I hit the button and everything went live. It was a tough road for me to create this space. I basically created the site using an old netbook, which barely worked. It took me over a year to complete everything. While I am far, far, from an internet guru, I am proud of what I have created.
At the same time I also created my Youtube page, which has grown a lot since then. One of my main goals, was to do as much on Youtube as possible. I think I have succeeded in that. For better or worse.
Some who have followed me since the beginning, know that I walked away from all of this in 2013. If you glance at the blog archives, you will find that's why they start in June of 2014. I wiped everything clean in late 2013.
There was a change in the air in 2012 and 2013, especially amongst the HHN fanbase. There was a lot of discourse and it was demoralizing. So much so, that I decided it wasn't worth it to continue. Flash forward to now and in a way there are a lot of parallels, just different noise.
In addition, I learned very quickly that other bigger sites, don't play nice. I have contended with some of the worst this planet has to offer, with other places around the net. And individuals. It got exhausting. Still does sometimes.
This past year, I have made an effort to work on myself. I am in active therapy for things like anxiety, and PTSD. This year, hell, the last few years, have been very difficult. I know that in 2022 things have been really different from me because of my self help. I appreciate all who continue to follow and share in the love of this event.
That is why I keep going. That is why I will keep going. Noise is noise. Fake people are fake people. I pride myself on being honest. I pride myself on never sugarcoating anything. What you see from me, is me.
We love this event. And again, I continue to appreciate those who support me. As a gift, I combed my archive and found the very first Youtube vlog I ever did. It vanished during that lost few months.
Enjoy the awkwardness. And thank you all.
Hasta La Bye-bye for now.
HHN LEGACY OWNER